Many of us as kids, have teddy bears or soft toys of some kind (in the US I believe they are called "plushies"). We often have a favourite, the one that smells of various bodily fluids, and is in need of repair, but we cry if our parents try to take it away!
This is a magical item - more powerful than any fetish, it holds our tears and feels our pain, it has a name, and becomes an entity in its own right.
We grow up, we leave such silly items behind, and we instead buy cars and computers that we give names to, and lavish our affection and attention on.
GET A BEAR!
Name it, hug it at night, whisper your wishes, cry your tears of sadness or joy into it, take it with you when you feel you need to, swap it with a friend and get theirs in return to create a magical link. This in effect could become a servitor.
Silly? Childish?
Isn't this just like the Guatemala worry dolls? Or a magical fetish?
Welcome to the mad world of chaos magick (after all, you can't take your car to bed at night and hug it).
See you at the toy store...
Frater Therion