Soror Mae West - Part 8

10.

PRASAD

Feed the Angel : Jamacian spiced bun slices
spread with nutella.

Libate the Angel : glasses of ice-cold apple juice.

The Angel is pleased.

' You are ready. ' speaks the Angel.

Do not drink alcohol. But smoke hashish.
Do not masturbate for one whole year.
Thy Kundalini is clapped out.

Drink your food.
Eat your water.
Breathe.
Master this.
The body will speak to you.
Feel!
Tell you what it needs.
Believe!
Thou art God
I Love Thee.

The Angel and the Eye
seek to become
One.

The Dark Night of the Soul Experience

Many mystics (especially in the christian tradition) talked about a time when the divine had gone from their lives. They had continued to pray and be devoted but the familiar presence of God had gone for them completely.

In the Great Work of magic (gaining the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel in the traditional western tradition), there was also a time when despite the invocations, the presence of the Holy Guardian Angel had gone. The magician was left on there own, alone with their own thoughts, desires and fears. The doubts about how valid the magical path was, would come flooding through. There are also equivalents in the eastern traditions (Buddhism, Hinduism etc).

I personally hit this "dark night of the soul" period recently. It was a terrible time, many fears, doubts and a complete and utter sense of hopelessness and depression came over me. So what did I do? I did what the old texts and contemporary experts advised, I carried on with the invocations (actually I did them with even more gusto and passion), knowing that this too would pass. It did.

I am now back on track (actually I never really left it), no matter how hard it gets, how useless the invocations seem, you must continue. Your magical career depends on it (and possibly your sanity warn the old and new texts).

The HGA "model" is a hard one and not for the faint of heart or weak of spirit. However, be encouraged to continue, your Angel will not let you down.



Frater Pan

Soror Mae West - Part 7

9.

DO NOT HUMANIZE THE ANIMALS

Consider the snake charmer.
The Horseman.
The woman who walks her Pomernerian dog.
If we didn't domesticate them and live closely
with them we would lose what little of the
Supernatural we have.

Soul Fire.

We wouldn't keep up with them.

The birds of the air.
The fish of the waters.
They know this.

When You know this
THEN it will be time to
leave the Temple.

Grasshopper.

Thou art God -
I love thee.
Believe!

Dealing With Desires: An Alternative Approach

We all have desires: power, lust, wealth. Most of the religious and spiritual traditions teach that strong desires, especially of the sexual nature (read "lust" here) are bad, and we must avoid these by cultivating a pure "holy" life, resist the devil was the old saying!

I find myself in a position where I am tempted to think the opposite, why resist why not simply give in to the point where you have exhausted the desire so much that it is no longer a desire?

- If it be for sex with a certain type of man/woman, then do it to the point where that particular type no longer interests you!

- If it be for a certain food (chocolate for example), do it to the point where the very sight of that food in future makes you sick!

- If it be for money, work to the point where you have so much money, you want to give it away (how many rich men and women become philanthropists in later life)!

The examples go on...

Maybe these are just the ramblings of Frater Pan in the wee small hours, but maybe I have a point. I'm sure someone else has written something similar to this somewhere, maybe Crowley, his life of excess rather than abstinence?

Who's afraid of the Abramelin!

If there is one book in Occult literature that can strike fear into the heart of the unwary dabbler (apart from the Goetia/Lesser Key of Solomon or the fabled Necronomicon) it has to be the "Book of the Sacred Magic of Abramelin the Mage", and I have been following a similar but much less extreme process myself for nearly six months in order to gain the Knowledge and Conversation of my Holy Guardian Angel (more about this in my next book)!

This book deals with a process whereby the magician attains union with the divine, think of it as the western equivalent of some of the eastern practices in Buddhist and Hindu traditions whereby Enlightenment, or an "awakened" state is achieved. It was said that to use (or in some cases even "gaze upon") the magic squares in the final part of the text without having done the six months of purification was highly dangerous, which is why the book gained a fair amount of notoriety.

In the following short video clips, there is a good introduction to the Abramelin text and operation.

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The Book of the Sacred Magic of Abra-Melin the Mage

Book of Abramelin: A New Translation

Soror Mae West - Part 6

8.

GET THE STICK OUTTA YA ASS!

British people are born with a stick up their arse.

Stick finger up arse.

With other hand, pretend to smoke cigar,
say : " I fancy a pink gin, but I shall have
a nice cup of tea instaed. "


Repeat.


When done - POP! the asre finger.

Shout out - POP! - loudly!

Banish with farting.


For this ritual you will need :

Rubber gloves,
K Y Lube,
Rubbish bag.


Now go and do it!
Be!
Feel!
Laugh loud and often.

You are sooo cool.