Tuesday, 30 March 2010

The Art Of Writing Magical Books

"After my death a book will be found, which I commenced to write at the time when I was beginning to put in practice this Art, which, reckoning the number of the years, was in 1409, until to-day on which I am arrived at the 96th32 year of mine age, with all honour and augmentation of fortune; and in this book can be read in detail even to the very least thing which I have done. But here, as I have aforesaid, I will describe only the most remarkable." - The Sacred Magic of Abramelin the Mage - Book 1, Chapter 8.


I keep journals and have done since starting my magical work, as probably most magicians do, they are a permanent record of the work I do, and the results I get. I try to write most things in them, but if I had to write everything down that I did, and the results I got, I would never get time to do anything else, so I have to be selective and just write down the main things.

I am now starting to work on my next book, a follow up volume to the Ritual Chaos Magic Workbook, which will include more about my experiences and the results I have got (including some hair raising tales about dealing with demons, and Thanatos following me and popping up on MSN)!

The Great Work: Facing The Fear Of Past Life Memories

Last night I reached what I believe was a major milestone in the Great Work of Magic.

Crowley and others talked about recovering memories of past lives through magical practice.

I didn't purposefully seek out a past life memory, it has recently come to me when I am in bed at night, I am haunted by a memory of some kind of medical experiment, it started with a weird sense/feeling or distant memory of being on some kind of operating table, not a modern one, but a very old looking one, and having various hideous experiments carried out on me. Last night, this came to a head when the memory got clearer, to the point where I could see around me what looked like one of those places they used during nazi experiments.

It has now lead me to believe that I may possibly have been the subject of such "experiments" that were carried out in the name of science during the war by the nazis. I found I had to face the fear straight on, not avoid it, but relive the grizzly details, and surrender to the memory, after I did this I found myself in the capable hands of the Holy Gaurdian Angel (commonly referred to as the HGA in western magical tradition), knowing something had been dealt with, and things would never be the same again.



Lest We Forget - Or In My Case Remember


Looking at it now, it does explain a lot of things for me.

After I had faced this fear, a series of indescribable feelings and experiences happened while I was lying in bed, which I will now try as best as I can to put into words. First, was the familiar feeling of hovering slightly above my body, and then a complete melting away of the shape of my body, as if I were simply a mass, and I could take on any shape I wanted. There was also a very warm feeling, as if my body were encased in some kind of outer shell. I then started to rise above myself, and saw above me a large spiral staircase, at the top of which was a very large white figure, which I recognised as the Holy Gaurdian Angel. I tried to ascend this, but found I could only go so far, no matter how hard I tried. Eventually, I had to give up, and return back to normality, but it still left being a feeling like electricity pulsing throughout my entire body.

Trying to put this into words is near impossible, I can only describe so much.

Thursday, 25 March 2010

Collage Magic: Economic Recovery



More info on main website - Collage: Economic Recovery.

To The Great Work!



Frater Pan.

Wednesday, 24 March 2010

Soror Mae West - Part 5

More practical magic from the Diva of Chaos (and it certainly makes a nice change from all of my Golden Dawn type magic)....

6.

THINK FOR YRSELF YOU ScHMUCK!

My Magick is just as good as
your Magick - Yah Boo Sucks!

Tried and tested methods are good.
They hold Power.
Christians pray to cure cancer victims.
Sometimes they recover.
The Christian Magick works.

Samo. Samo. Samo.

Mantras. Galdr. Football Hooligans Chanting.
All the same - Energies.

Beleif. Charge. Energies - Result.
As long as the Intent is there.

Don't think. Feel.

Out of Nothing comes everything.

Gnosis.

D' Ye Ken?

***

7.

INTENT

You turn someone on to a piece of music
or A painting that you really love.
They ask you to play it again or to stay
longer, staring at colour for the first time,
their eyes peeled!

They explain why they dig. You understand
it completely.

Is this Magick ?

Yes. If the Intent was there.

How did it charge ?
The Art charges - You tingle :
the ear recieves. the eye recieves.

Is there a result?

Yes - Happiness. Joy. Bliss.

Is this Magick ?

Yes. IF the intent was there.

Is it that easy ?

Yes. The answer was there all the time.

Thou art God.
I Love Thee.

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

Soror Mae West On Shapeshifting In London


More wisdom from Soror Mae West....

5.

SHAPESHIFTING


Be!
Feel!
Make the situation favourable. find a spot in the woods.
Sit. Meditate. Let others look thru you.
You are in control.
Be!
Feel the damp patch on your arse.
Go!
Be a shapeshifter.

Do you feel it?

Do something wonderful for London.
The city that has housed you and fed you,
given you great times and terrible times in equal measure
for almost 30years.

State the Intent:-

It is my will that the Plane Trees of London Thrive.

( I am indebted to Shape Shifting: Techniques for Global and Personal Transformation by John Perkins for the following passage )

Kneel on the floor, then bend foward like a ball.
Your arms crossed in front of your chest.
Be the wind, the river, the fire ,the earth.
Be male and female. Feel the sun on you.
Feel the moon rising. Fear nothing.

If you do not return - no matter
You are part of the whole plan.
It is not important to worry.
Let it go.

Feel the Energy of the seed.
The desire to burst into plant.
The aura of that you are strong enough to
burst thru concrete.
Look deep into yourself. Feel how you want to use this energy.
What aspects of Self you want to emphasize.
Feel the plant coming alive. Feel yourself grow.
Spread your arms up. Spread your fingers out.
Slowly rise your body. Up towards the Sun.
Feel the energy of the plant.
With eyes closed, see what is around you -
animals, plants. Listen to the voices.
Value the experience of being a plant.


Gain the wisdom of London Streets.
The buses. The people. The chatter.
Feel.
Be.
Shapeshift.

It is done.

Banish in the usual way.

Monday, 15 March 2010

Enochian Scrying Part 2 - 29th Aethyr RII

Enochian Scrying Part 2 - The 29th Aethyr RII.

Same procedure as before: Banish with the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, recite the Call of the 30 Aethyrs. Vibrate the names of the governors and wait for a vision to be received.

Thank the angels at the end.

The Call of the 30 Aethyrs was cut down as it does go on for while.

I also improved this video by adding labels to each part.

To see the video without missing the parts on the right hand side (part of the video window is obscured by the sidebar on this page), you can go to the video on YouTube.

Saturday, 13 March 2010

Freemasons: The Truth!

The Freemasons have always had a bad reputation for being a "secret clandestine order" that either want to take over the world and bring in a new "satanic order" (according to those who see them as the "Illuminati") or a special group of elite men who have the power to bypass the normal correct channels in politics and commerce.

The infamous eye in the triangle on the dollar bill is always the wet dream of many conspiracy theorists.

Of course, those who are more educated can easily find today these supposed secrets, and find that Freemasonry is essentially a fraternity that uses elaborate symbols and rituals to convey what they see as higher spiritual and moral/ethical concepts and ideas.

Watch the following video, it's very interesting.

Thursday, 11 March 2010

History of Angels

An interesting documentary about the history of angels.

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

Part 3 of Soror Mae West's Series

3. ON THE BUS.

Write a sigil or bindrune on the back of your ticket.
State Intent. ( Silently - you don't want people interfering ! )
Rip up ticket. Throw out of window.
The pieces of paper flying wildly thru the air.

Feel.

Can you dig it?
Me el hombre loco.
Banish with giggling.

Use your Alpabet of Desire.
It comes in handy.
It evovles into all sorts of stuff.


IN THE PUB

Place your sigil under the glass of your intent.
A damp table is best for this.
Tell the person to drink up quickly.
Glug. Splash. Gone.

Done.

Can you dig it?
Do you believe this is magick?
Me el hombre loco.
Banish with a loud belch !!


4. KENAZ

Keep Kenaz at hand at all times.
Ken : To Know.
The Scots still use it - " Do ye Ken ? "


Application of knowledge.
Use what you know.
Magick is in the everyday.
Use it everyday.

Chant a mantra. Use the energy created
while counting up your spare change.
It is all energy. Energy is Gnosis.
Take aim. Fire.
Fear is an energy.

Approach the snapping dog.
Feel the fear.

Blow it out of your arse if you want to.
As long as the intent is there.

As long as it works for you.

Kenaz.
Feel it.
Be.
El Hombre Loco.
Shapeshift.

Tuesday, 9 March 2010

John Dee - Documentary

I have been searching for something like this for a long time now, a documentary on Dr. John Dee, magician/astrologer/scientist/mathematician, and most importantly the "co-founder" if you like, of the Enochian System of Magic, with Edward Kelly.

Enjoy!

Results from Krishna Devotion

If you have been following my blog, you will remember I started a period of devotion to Krishna on the 15th of Feb. This actually went on until the 6th of March, so this period was actually longer than the two week period I had initially set. Here are some of the results of this period of "Bhakti".

Firstly, I found that the Krishna mantra would carry on inside my mind, even sometimes during sleep I would wake up reciting it. I also found that I was able to reach states of religious ecstasy through chanting and worship of Krishna, not unlike the states I had attained previously during my days as a charismatic christian. Finally, Krishna became real, and his picture appeared to exude "warmth" and glow, he also seemed to be revealed through reading the Bhagavad Gita, as a figure not unlike Jesus, teaching Arjuna and saying some things which were at times quite similar.

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Book Now Available!

My book "The Ritual Chaos Magic Workbook", is now available to buy on lulu!

Below is the cover, so you can see what you will get if you order a printed copy, there is also an ebook version avaialable for less than the price of a coffee!


Wednesday, 3 March 2010

Interlude: Linux and Open Source

Ok, not really magic (or is it)? However, for a long time now, as a computer consultant and programmer, I have been an advocate of Linux and Open Source software, and Linux is certainly now a mature alternative to Micro$oft Windows, so watch the documentary I've posted (also Eric S. Raymond identifies as being a "neo-pagan"):

Bus Stop - Part 2 of Soror Mae West's Series

2. Bus Stop

Madman at the bus stop. Freakin'out. Mumbling.
Swearing. Scatching his crotch. Swigging booze
from a can. Starts poncing for spare change.
People tut-tutting.
Feel the energy buzzing around.

Adreniline.

It's another way off firing off Yr Will.

I mean feel the energy.

Feel.

State yr intent. In yr mind of course. Silent.
Get close to it. Feel it.

Feel.

Let it go. A sigil. A mantra. Or just that
crackling energy that you felt.

Did you feel it?

Did you?

That was what I call Urban Voodoo.

Now go and feel it. See what happens.

Be careful. There's some crazy f**kers out there.

Use silent banishings when needed. IAO.

You are forever protected.

Thou art God !
I Love Thee.

- Soror Mae West